sometimes i think about the fact that i was signed to a vtuber agency and it was an awful experience that left me feeling super overwhelmed and heartbroken i wanna come back to vtubing and give it my all but sometimes it feels like my opportunities are well behind me... ILL KEEP TRYING!! 💙

Hi, as I have more and more Chinese subscribers come to my Twitter X page, I would like my Chinese subscribers interact me by treating Twitter X as an International platform instead of a Chinese platform. The environment I like to have are as follows: 大家好，由于我目前有了越来越多中国订阅者，我希望我的中国订阅者们能够将X视为一个国际社交媒体平台而不是一个中文平台。我希望构建这样的文化： 1st. Twitter X is an age controlled platform that is naturally allowing more contents than age-free platform (all Chinese platform). Therefore please don't use cabian or female-unfriendly phrases to comment under my post. We Europeans dress in a way by nature more open than Chinese community that is more conservative. It is very weird in an International platform of me to be treated excessively too body revealing by comments. I will comply to western ästhetischen standard here so you are welcomed for taking it easy. 1. X实际上是一个年龄分级的平台，而不是中国那些没有年龄限制的平台。因此，我在X上会更加以欧洲人的习惯来发表我们的风俗下能够接受的内容。由于欧洲在实质上就是比中国在某些穿衣和两性上更开放，我不能接受在这个平台上我被中文使用者评价穿衣暴露过多或者擦边。我在这个平台上以西方人的审美标准行事，请淡然处之。 2. I would very much encourage comments to be given in English or German, because too many Chinese comments indeed will make my non-Chinese subscribers unwilling to interact. My primary goal is more about bridging the western users and Chinese users, not exclusive to one group. Twitter X is indeed an English-based platform. 2. 我希望我的评论区都以英语或者德语为主。太多的中文评论实际上会使我在欧洲的订阅者们越来越不愿意同我互动，甚至取关。这就失去了我这个账号用于增加人们相互认识的最初目的。X毕竟仍然是一个英语平台。 3. I will not allow any words belittling women, hateful and country-offensive. I have friends and families in Germany, China, US, Japan and Brazil, and I don't want my friends or family from above countries see Im grouped with people who hate or ill comments towards their communities. 3. 我不会允许贬低物化女性、仇恨或者国家冒犯的内容出现在评论区。我在德国、中国、美国、日本和巴西都有亲密的朋友和家人，我不希望我任何的朋友和家人看到我的社交媒体被厌恶他们群体、好斗的人填满了。这会危害我本人同亲人朋友的关系。 4. If you like my contents and consider such content is helpful to make people happy and more mutual understanding, you are most welcome to give me a like and sharing it. Very often a smilely is already making me overjoyed! But I easily see people arguing under my posts about politics and I hate it so badly. I don't want to be part of it and it discourages neutral people to subscribe me. 4. 如果你喜欢我的内容或者认为我的内容是有助于人民相互理解的，我非常感谢你能给我点赞或者分享。经常，一个微笑表情包就让我十分开心了。但是我也经常看到我的评论区有人就政治或者价值观分歧而吵架，我对此真的非常厌恶。我不希望看到这些也不想成为争吵的一部分，这也会恶化中立群众对我的关注。 Thank you with love 感谢并致爱的问候

Saw a mentally ill man (🏳️‍⚧️) put my face on their thumbnail recently. Listened to a bit of the video. It’s him complaining that not enough people are supporting his delusions. He doesn’t understand the people at the top were attempting to shove the trans garbage down our throats for the past 10+ years (too fast). Normal people didn’t like that. It’s either gotta be eased in over the course of 20+ years or they’ll probably start to push MAPs soon. (Lord save us 😭) Tough to say at this point since Israel is in trouble and I saw a commercial with a bunch of white men in the military. So that’s gotta be resolved first. Anyways, hope that dude gets put into an asylum someday, for his safety and the normies around him.

Canadian soy beta male content creator Mtashed continues to crash out as he unprivates his YouTube video library after privating everything. Then he makes another ill-advised rant video with a legendary scale, fem-coded emotional freak out, lacking in any real receipts that back his side. His comments section is hilarious, with everyone mocking him, and supportive comments are few and far between. This video blames everyone else except himself, including Tectone, Hexjuice, and Asmongold. Just more smarmy framing acting like "everyone" is a hypocrite, while skirting accountability and framing himself as a victim, like a toxic woman. And the massive cope, acting like he is financially set for life, and he could just walk away... yet he doesn't. Massive midlife crisis in real time. No way this isn't bleeding into his private life; his ego won't let it go. I wonder what his wife and kids think of this... His supporters are barely there, doing the bare minimum effort to hit "like" on the video, while ghosting the comments section, being too cowardly to enter the arena.

Hey everyone, I think I owe you an explanation as to why I'm posting fewer images per day. As some of you may know, I suffer from chronic depression, which was diagnosed when I was 16, and I usually cope with it well, but these last few days, let's just say I've been receiving a lot of hate, from people who simply wish me ill or make comments full of hatred, and it's obvious that something like that can affect me, So I'm trying to take things easy and take some time for myself. Right now, I'm getting into gardening and other things that can keep me busy and take my mind off those things, so don't worry, soon or when I feel better, I'll be uploading content like before

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