@fidjissimo you are a warrior after my own heart. Fix yourself and you will keep inspiring others to slay the dragons chasing you, and them. Your story is advisory to my own situation - sometimes, healing yourself is the better part of valor for the long run. The vision you opened up for me at the event in Salt Lake City persists, and we are thriving - you created a community that is rooting for you, and working hard for answers to your very problems. Godspeed!