will be logging off for quite long time I hope, I might miss a lot of good opportunities, but I was ignoring my problems for pretty much 2 years at this point, got myself chronic stress, inability to enjoy life, inability to trade or execute as well, time to humiliate myself hard and to restart from ground. I kept telling myself I will do that and will become more disciplined, but I got it to the point where I will either do it now or will destroy myself completely. Never ignore or disrespect your body, soul, mind, otherwise it will revenge at some point