I understand it. Probably my only ‘real fear’ in life. When you become a dad, you experience a whole new form of love. You feel it when you see their smiles, hear their laughter, or get a hug from them. When they fall asleep on top of you. When they play together or do something sweet for someone else. When you just sit there watching them have fun with your wife, their mom. You don’t want any of it to ever end. And that’s probably my only genuine deep fear in life. Because it will end. They won’t stay little forever. They won’t need you the way they need you now. And one day you’ll be gone too. And one day, nobody will even remember these moments. It scares the hell out of me. And there’s no solution. Whenever this fear hits me, I remind myself to be there in every moment. To have that extra patience to actually enjoy everything. And when I finish reading that bedtime book, even though im tired as well, and they ask for one more I read that extra book or read another chapter.