sometimes all i want to do is sit at my computer isolated and trade or work on something it feels like a symptom of not having enough time to myself with work and family obligations coming first overall when you have a family life becomes much more of a balancing act than i realised. the 10 hours a project needs ends up taking 2 weeks to complete rather than just a couple of days the thing is though, i can remember every day out i took with the family this summer. i can't remember which evenings i spent working on something with ai or a particular day i took a certain trade with trading it's obsession, with family it's love. it's tough to keep momentum with anything and i have to constantly remind myself of what really matters even against the nagging in my brain to do some work i want to do surely i'm not alone on this