I'm in my feels today and I just need to share this somewhere.
We've been talking for three months. Three months and this man gave me thirty six hundred dollars in cash last night to set aside for my rent. Took my son and I to dinner. Is bringing more food by today so I have one less thing on my plate.
I have never felt this soft in my entire life. I am fully in my feelings about it and I'm not even embarrassed.
And then I woke up this morning to the sweetest text about how his feelings are growing stronger and I just sat there holding my phone like a whole person who has never received a kind word before.
The thing that gets me the most is what I did to get here.
Nothing extraordinary. I handled my business. I was a lady. I didn't chase him or convince him or beg for his attention or perform some version of myself I thought he wanted to see. I just existed as myself completely and this man has been absolutely infatuated by that from the beginning.
Three months of just being me and he's out here covering my rent and feeding my son and sending me good morning texts about his growing feelings.
I might actually propose to him. I'm serious.
I feel beyond blessed that our paths crossed and I just needed to say that out loud today.
That's all. Just a girl in her feels on a Tuesday. ๐ฅน