Crypto feels like some kind of curse. This obsession that I have to do something every single day has been suffocating me for so long that it does not even feel painful anymore. I have to do something every day. I have to make money every day. My head is filled with nothing but thoughts like that, and the fucked up part is that I do not even think it is strange anymore. But this is fucking strange. There is basically no other market where people live like this. Look at stocks. People just buy something, hold it, spend time with their families, and let time pass. Crypto is the only place where you get trapped in this disgusting obsession that you constantly have to be doing something. And I think the reason is simple. There are just too many opportunities in crypto. Open Dexscreener and you can literally see the banger of the day sitting right there. How the fuck is your heart not supposed to start racing when you see that? But the cruel reality is that you cannot catch those bangers every single day. Hell, even catching one of them properly is incredibly difficult. So when I say this seriously, I genuinely think 99% of users would be better off just buying Bitcoin and Ethereum with that money and praying. Honestly, even 2x or 3x leverage on Bitcoin might be better. Everyone tells you not to use leverage, but meanwhile people are losing tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands of dollars trading memecoins on DEXs. Even today, I have been staring at countless memecoins on DEXs and fighting the urge to buy them. It is fucking miserable. I am not even joking. I genuinely feel like going outside, exercising, eating something good, watching a movie, and completely ignoring crypto might actually make me more money. Of course, all of this assumes you already have positions. I already have several crypto positions built, and they are in profit. Of course that feels good. But somehow, at the same time, I still feel like shit. Someone else made more money than me? Ha. Well then obviously I feel bad again. I am telling you, this shit is fucked. My account keeps getting richer, while my mind keeps getting poorer. This is such a fucking horrible game. Even while writing this, I want to open Dexscreener. I want to open GMGN. I want to open the FOMO app. Holy shit. Yeah, I might actually be fucked. Alright. Fuck it. I am getting out of this stupid fucking Ponzi game. I am taking a shower right now and going outside. My phone is at 100%. If you already have good positions, I honestly think the answer is just to hold them. The more I try to take action, the more money I seem to lose.