Been doing a lot of self-reflection lately I've spent so much of my life fighting to build the life I've always wanted that I forgot how to switch off. I've gone from 7 to 8 figures and roundtripped it all to under $50k at least three times. So it's not really the fear of being poor that keeps me going. It's the fear of losing the freedom, the lifestyle, and everything I've spent years working so hard to build. The irony is that every time I reach a milestone I once dreamed of, the goalpost just moves further. What once felt like more than enough suddenly doesn't feel like enough anymore. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever truly be satisfied, or if I'll just keep chasing the next number. I like to call it a prisoner of my own ambitions and I guess that's something I need to work on. Learning when to push, when to slow down, and how to appreciate what I've already built without constantly worrying about losing it.