Identify your edge and stop borrowing conviction from someone else's.
Your tired of loosing, but you keep showing up bright eyed and bushy tailed with a pocket full of money to someone else's home feild.
Your never gonna beat the person with ten thousand hours if you've only put in a hundred.
Focus on your game, and own the home field advantage. You don't need to be good at everything, but you sure as hell need to be really great at one thing. Figure that part out, and the rest should fall into place.
I understand my edge does not lie in memecoins, or attention trades, so i simply avoid them. I've saved myself a lot of money and heartache doing this