Eye contact during forced oral with your hands tied behind your back and my hand in your hair, pushing your head down and making you choke so I can see the pain, fear and desperation in your eyes while I use your mouth against your will
“i know you’re close. i can feel it. i can feel exactly how close you are and that’s exactly why i’m slowing down right now. because i want more time with you like this. desperate and squirmy and trying so hard to be good and finding it harder and harder to manage. you’re so beautiful right now. the way you look. the way you feel. the sounds you’re making. i’m not ready for it to be over yet... so just breathe for me. stay right here. i’ve got you completely and i promise i’ll take care of you. just not yet.”