One of the most important things you need to learn in order to become a better trader in this industry (and a better person overall) is to always take accountability. You are responsible for every single decision you make, every single trade you take. Sure KOLs, good traders, etc...will try to influence you by shilling their bags, but ultimately the decision is yours. Even if you get rugged, YOU decided to buy that coin. You can't control what happens but you can control how you react. You lost money on a coin someone else shilled? That's on YOU. Stop blaming other people, YOU pressed that buy button, YOU decided it was worth betting on. Never blame other people for how your portfolio is doing, if you don't take accountability how do you expect to become a better trader? This is a crucial step in your journey. Seriously.