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@transgendererer
hi im summer, and im normal now
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pure math is obvsort of unreal. it doesnt assert its reality by interfacing with reality very often. but it's realer-than-real. its like the sun. plato. its foreign and distant and learnting things about it is really hard and not very useful. but its also transcendent?
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sometimes i think i harbor a deep love for everywhere ive spent an appreciable amount of time in. and then i remember michigan
in my culture (UMC PMC) making a lot of money is synonymous w/ adulthood. but this is not some cultural universal! many american adults are like, pretty poor! median household income in the US is about 90k. you can be a "full adult" who pulls no dough!
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I'm on a medicine that makes my pee a sort of bluegreen which means now if I forget to flush it looks like there's just some weird cleaner fluid in the bowl. Life hack
corgi Cafe yesterday. shitty café that happens to be open at night. The only thing to gawk at was this ycombinator office hours simulator which hatecrimes you by putting a strangers face on your body. The microphone didn't work so it was totally nonfunctional
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So many themed chalk abgs but almost all of them just stick the chalk hole somewhere convenient, top of the head, the back, wherever. Have some creativity! Make it a mouth, a belly button, anything! Incorporate it!
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@transgendererer they should make the train car leak water when you’re under water from little pre filled tanks in the ceiling
It should feel like something to cross water via tunnel. don't like that it feels like an under-land tunnel. should be like bridges. Similarly bad that plane travel gives you ~zero sense of land youre crossing over (even looking out the window! Cloudland up there). Car+train W
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remarkably, results are coming in that I don't need to be killed. In fact, it may even be immoral to kill me
spending like 90% of my social interaction with my boyfriend for a week is confusing my social instincts. every one i interact with i feel like this little thrill of affection for. "are you my boyfriend?" no, not quite... its good! christlike!
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doctors are always sending me cryptic bills for small amounts of money. sure, i'll send you 10 dollars for unclear services. buy yourself something nice!
are you "sickly". if you have a chronic illness, answer yes
I need to teach intro linear algebra next semester so I can run it as a lie groups class delayed one week behind the lie groups class I'll be taking at the same time. Give them an extra week to get their footing, they're undergrads of course. & then I don't have to plan lectures!
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I need a pair of beautiful lamps like I need air to breathe
another needful math slur: proving that two things are equal by showing one is leq than the other and vice versa. i mean its of course very effective but it feels like its sullying the nice clean equality with the dirty messy inequality.
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Every time water touches my lips I realize I'm really thirsty and drink it desperately in large quantities. I've like lost the ability to tell if I'm thirsty? I didn't used to have this problem. Psychological interpretation?
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im way more sad right before i leave then right after. which is kind of weird? what's up with that. like. if having left is the bad part... maybe theres some sort of hedonic treadmill angle. i can only detect a downward shift in goodness.
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the end of an LDR visit is a bit like microdosing a breakup. however i suspect there is no mithridatism
When you get in at JFK the city feels alien and gray. The fucking air train. It's all wrong. And then you get on the proper subway and it's like stepping into your childhood bedroom.
The LIRR really makes you feel you're on a "rail road". It has a 19th century conception of speed. Let's have a long, leisurely ride through parts of queens which for all I know have only just gotten the telegram
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