We've been talking for a week, and he lives 30 km away from me this afternoon, he asked me out, even though I already had other plans, I cancelled them just to meet him and now I honestly regret it. What is wrong with guys these days?

I get asked for my # out in the wild a lot, and I provide it sometimes. But they have to score 100% on a little test, typically involving three questions, in order to have conversation. Another one did not pass the test: ❌

Really would love to spoon with someone while they have a vibrating plug in.. messing with the controls on my phone while I have one arm around them, and they grind their ass on me in an attempt to feel it deeper inside of them.. groping their cock through pj pants while I hold their hip in my other hand to keep them still.. drools….

I need to be taking a shower while a girl watches me, sitting outside of the shower in the bathroom. Teasing her. Smirking at her while I’m all naked and wet. Soap running down my body, my tits and ass. My hair all wet. Standing against the shower wall and touching myself in front of her. Moaning and arching my back while the water hits my body. Just watching me do all of this stuff before joining me and fucking me in the shower while the water hits both of us… <3

Getting edged. My butch and I are cuddling in bed and I'm sitting against her chest with her arms wrapped around my waist, watching a movie. She starts to put her hand more lower down into my panties. "Baby.."I say nervously. "Hm? I just want to feel you down here.." I smile and let her touch me. "Mm.. you're all wet down here." She says, running her middle and ring finger on my pussy. "No I'm not.."I say giggling. She pulls out her fingers that are glistening with my wetness and then puts them in her mouth and sucks on her fingers. "You taste so good.. open your legs more for me, princess."I spread my legs while one of her hands goes under my top and grabs one of my tits and her other hand starts playing with my clit. I look up at her and start moaning. "Yeah, baby? Aww.. look at those eyes.. those cute eyes.."I already feel like cumming from her playing with my clit. She suddenly takes her hand off my pussy right when I'm close to cumming. I start whining and squirming around. "Why'd you do that.. keep going.. please.." "I don't want you cumming yet.." I start whining a bit looking up at her. She starts touching me again but this time puts two fingers inside of me. This makes me gasps and immediately start moaning and grinding into her fingers. I'm about to cum again and right when I'm about to she pulls out her fingers. When I look up at her she's smirking down at me, almost laughing. "Baby...." I say under my breath still moaning a bit and I'm rubbing my thighs together. She kisses my forehead and says, "We this all day, sweetheart.."

It’s been a little rough, but I haven’t smoked in a couple weeks. I had no idea how harmful constant THC was to my body. The withdrawal symptoms. kind of scary to be honest. if I ever smoke again, it will never be consecutively.